I am writing

 I took up the pen again. thoughts were jumbled, mind fogged but I pushed forward, how long has it been? Months, years, ages? yes, it feels like it has been ages. the pen strokes are rough. the edges of my thoughts are rough. the puzzles do not fit together, like it once used to. but I survived. 

or have I? it is a question for late contemplation. this blog has come into being, because I am inclined to write once again. 

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